Pictures of You

Pictures of You

I've been looking so long
At these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long
With my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures
Are all I can feel

Remembering you standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close
How I always held you close in your fear
Remembering you running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering you fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white so delicate lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you how you used to be
Slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything
Oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes but I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held onto your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold onto your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you

The Cure, Disintegration


*melt*